This is going to be a crazy month. I don't want to rant about why I am stressing out so I will give you a shortened version. Doing new things, moving so far away from home, going to an unknown place. . .It's just a lot of change all at one time. Some of it of course is me feeling like I need to please everyone, knowing that is going to be impossible through this. AND. . .worrying about getting sick in cold winter months. But despite my stress, I do have faith that the Lord is watching over us and this will all work itself out. I just have an abundance of things and situations to worry about. I am the queen of trying to work out all the "what if's". Like "what if there is a hurricane while Bryan is in the Caribbean?" he seriously told me just a few days ago that was a silly worry. . . .then today he talked to his sister who lives there and she said "There is a Hurricane hitting the island right now!" HA! I was right!!! :)
Needless to say my life is going to get crazy and I am without a doubt going to be stressed out. I need to realize that I can't please everyone. I am more easily stressed out now post transplant. More anxious, more worrisome, more stressed. I also know that with the help of others, and klonopin. . .I will get through this :) Good things will come from all our sacrifice. . . .I pray it does.

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