I have heard thy prayer, I have seen thy tears, behold I will heal thee.
2Kings 20:5

Friday, May 22, 2009

Thoughts through Bryan's snoring...

I lay awake yet again onother night trying to fall asleep...with much failure. I find myself reflecting on my past few years & wondering what my future ones will bring me. I esspecially think much about a landmark I will celebrate June 10th 2009..I will have survived 1 year 6 months post transplat! Along with no rejection hopefully- I have a bronchoscopy scheduled for may 29th. I ask for all your prayers to me with me as they were December 10th 2007! I can't find words to describe my sence of thankfulness and gratutude to my Lord & my family, friends, and community. I wrote to my donor family and I still hope every day to hear from them. To learn about my 'hero '

To my future .... I know great blessings can be mine. I want to suceed at tv/film acting where I can touch millions of lives. I also want to have a family and see Bryan fullfil such a great calling. I want my family to know how much I appreciate each sacrifice they've made for us & how someday I can repay them. I must believe in myself and reach for the unreachable goals in my life- I am special...just as we all are. We need to find our strenghth & talents and share them with the world fearlessly for the spread of truth and good!

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Thank You for taking the time to read my blog. I am hoping that through this blog and my experiences that I can bring hope, faith and strength to all that may be living with Cystic Fibrosis, CF with Cepacia and Lung Transplant recipients. Information and blog entrees start Nov. 07. My Double Lung Transplant was on Dec. 10th 2007. Please feel free to read about my experience and ask me any questions! My email address is jamiebug77@gmail.com

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It's hard to put into words how I feel toward my Heavenly Father and the Savior. I have so many reasons to be thankful for what I have gone through & endured. Because of my trials in life I have gained a strong testimony of Faith. I have always had Faith in the Lord and in Prayer. As I faced the decision to get a double lung transplant I had to rely on faith to make the choice.....By listening to the spirit, I was guided to Pittsburgh where my life was saved. I believe prayers are answered. I have always tried to follow the philosophy of this: If I do what the Lord expects of me, he will give me what I want & need. That has always worked for me. I Believe in MIRACLES..........My life on this earth is a miracle- I prayed on my knees for years to be healed from my lung disease. I knew that through a priesthood blessing (if it was God's will) I could be healed. So many times I thought he would heal me instantly...my faith was tested as I continued to get sick and no cure was in my future. I turned to prayer....I talked to my Heavenly Father, I cried to him and he heard me and he healed me by guiding me to Pittsburgh and guiding the surgeons hands. I learned humility, and thankfulness. I realized that we need others to lean on and we are supposed to strengthen each others testimonies. I learned that the hardest things we'll do are usually the greatest blessings in our life. I was able to experience a lot of things during surgery and I know I had comforting angels in my ICU room. THe Lord knows each of us by name and he will never leave our side. We need to remember to stay close to him and have Faith that he is watching over us. I know this for a fact! I know that following the gospel will bring us true happiness- the world will tell us otherwise, but I know I am truely happy & living the gospel has brought me that. Amen