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Sunday, January 24, 2010

This is my oultet?

This is my blog, my outlet and tonight I am really happy I have it~ I don't feel good about myself right now. I don't feel good enough, funny enough, and I don't know how to fix it. I believe in positive reinforcement teaching. I feel like that is how most people become their BEST. To point out failure makes me hit a brick wall faster than anything. Just as everyone teaches different, everyone learns different. If I feel discouraged and feel like I am failing or letting someone down, I tend to become very UNcreative and preoccupied with thoughts of self doubt and disappointment. That is how I feel now. Not to anyone's fault but my own. I have some things to discover and goals/dreams/pursuits to re-evaluate. Life can be that way often, full of change, re-evaluating our wants and needs and what makes up happy. I am unsure of what is making me happy(or unhappy). Something needs to change, maybe it's me. . .maybe it's what I am doing, but change is ahead ~

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1 comment:

James Fahr said...

Keep in mind the meds your on....Prendisone does that to me, knocks me off my game...

Have you had a session with yourself setting up your new goals? I mean real tangable where you want to be and the steps required to get you there.

Where to start to learn about my transplant!

Thank You for taking the time to read my blog. I am hoping that through this blog and my experiences that I can bring hope, faith and strength to all that may be living with Cystic Fibrosis, CF with Cepacia and Lung Transplant recipients. Information and blog entrees start Nov. 07. My Double Lung Transplant was on Dec. 10th 2007. Please feel free to read about my experience and ask me any questions! My email address is jamiebug77@gmail.com

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