I have been thinking a lot about my life and what others did for me and I am struggling with knowing what to do. My heart has always been in acting and performing. I want to be in Movies so badly...but I have experienced things in the last year that make my heart doubt that choice. I knew that career would be hard for someone with morals and high standards. It's heartbreaking in so many ways. It is so sad that the world had become so "sick" that violence, nudity, and strong language is what's considered "entertainment"- If you aren't willing to participate in those type of things, then you are expected to change...bend your standards just a little. I want to do something great with the life I have been given. I want to make a big difference some how- I always wanted to entertain and make people laugh, but I don't want to betray my beliefs to do it. I believe in myself and I know that whatever I choose to do in this life, I have the ability to be successful at it.....I just have to decide if I can put on enough armor to walk amongst the lion's and not get eaten alive!
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Darlin' its that same thing I ran into when I started playing with others in the wonderful world of theatre. Don;t lose hope just remember that you are a wonderful strong person that battle over an unimaginable trial and came out alive. Most directors or fellow theatre folk would pee there pants if dealt that card! Just stay steady and true to what you want to create and you will become all that you want with no regrets. Some things are just not in the time frame we have in mind. Hens, Why I am just now having a baby after 4 years between getting pregnant the last time. Didn't know summer of 2007 would happen...lol! Love you, I am always your biggest fan ladie!
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